Apology

How are we waiting for something that can not happen in our lives ? then what we can make the impossible become real while we're in an error ? errors that did not have to happen in our lives, but we still continue to make this mistake. While we want to change all the better without hurting some people, yes may be hurt but what we continue to want to be stuck in a mistake that we know this is very embarrassing and makes God very angry. I personally often do things that make God angry with me, so I kept asking Him for forgiveness. 

I do not know what causes it later when I kept getting stuck in a situation like this, maybe year after year, my descendants or family will receive all the replies due to what I do now. My life had always wanted to relax and enjoy every blessing from God, but the longer I have to figure out what God's plan against my life. Plan a beautiful plan that can not be seen and thought about it. 

To be sure I want to continue to give thanks for all that God has given me on my life. Family, friends, companions, and all that is in this world has seen what I did to them. I do not want any of them for all I've done for them. but I want to give the best to them for what they have entrusted to me. And I dedicate it to God as an offering me eternal. 

For all who know me, I am humbled to you to forgive me for what I do if you hurt. Perhaps the word sorry can not restore everything, but if you want to open your heart and together with my restore what we have become intertwined and it REALLY better in His eyes!!